Jeezus, did Kevin M. Cabral screw the pooch when I look over domain registrations in InterNIC and what not this morning. This summer I had taken time to just check up on domain registrations for names of sites that used to be part of the FanHome.com network – names likeRead More
So this is Christmas, and what have I done? I’ve been newly cut open, now living as a bum… So this is Christmas, and what do I get? Another day older and leaning towards debt…. It’s Christmastime ladies and gentlemen if you have been living under a rock the pastRead More
From the bottom of my heart, thank you :rose
I don’t want to get gross and get on the “Too Much Information” brigade, but I have a request for anyone who stumbles across Der Stonegauge – Can I have a shit? Can you please lend me a shit? Yes, I am looking for a give-a-shit crowd. I don’t meanRead More
Is anyone aware that Jonathan Brandis died? For the few out there that have no clue who he is at first mention of the name, he was one of the teenage heart-throbs of the early 1990’s. He was a guy who was coveted for TV and movie roles – aRead More
Thank you, thank you… Please hold the applause… Please… I’m not worthy, I’m not worthy I’m…. Oh, the hell with it… Who’s clapping anyway? Little Miss Avoidance? Miss I-hooked-up-and-don’t-have-the-nerve-to-say-anything-to- you-because-my-ties-to-you-are-nil-while-I-am-with-another? Oh yeah, maybe some of my friends who knew how fucked my situation was going into November 26th and knowRead More
So, I have just been a busy little bee, or just avoiding computers. j/k Well I guess I have been taking a break from things. Especially since I sit in front of one all day long at work. A vacation was needed, so I took one. On Thanksgiving I stuffedRead More
I’m guessing that very few people who read this know who I am, so please allow me to introduce myself: My name is Keith (no, really) and I live in Calgary, AB. I’m Canadian, eh? No doot aboot it. I work as a field tech, which means I travel. ARead More
:sad Today my most awesome friend John goes under the knife. :sad I will definitely be keeping him in my thoughts and prayers this Thanksgiving. *hugs* Thanksgiving. That word brings so many thoughts to my mind. My first thoughts are of food, you know the turkey, stuffing, sweet potatos, corn,Read More
I feel odd tonight. Very much alone even though I’ve heard from friends – some of them – and had gotten in touch with Andy (my younger brother) who I don’t get to talk to as much since he moved out of the house… Something’s missing… Maybe it’s just becauseRead More
So I needed a fresh MRI… that’s ok, that’s fine… 20 minutes, maybe a half hour in all… in and out, that’s what I figured when I heard about it yesterday. Need to be prepared for tomorrow… Need my doctor fully prepared too… Give him everything he needs, no questions…Read More
For those of you who have never had to spend a day in the hospital, being forced to wait a gods age to talk to a doctor for a few minutes before being shuttled along to another doctor… I hope you never have to go through the Pre-Operation experience whichRead More
For those of you planning on seeing the third LOTR movie at the theater her are some survival tips. 1. Stand up halfway through the movie and yell loudly, “Wait… where the hell is Harry Potter?” 2. Block the entrance to the theater while screaming: “YOU SHALL NOT PASS!” –Read More
OK, so there is no chance I am competing in the Olympics next year. Dr. Smith put me on Steroids earlier this week for preparation of the big day, Wednesday. He wanted me at my strongest for the operation and post-op and I can tell you right now I amRead More
You know, a few months back, i had left a brief review of Lord Of the Rings: The Two Towers, saying that ti didn’t care for it at all that much. Personally, the short version jumped around too much and it was just tougher to get into the damned thingRead More
nothing shocking here… though I think I am more paranoid than the test made me out to be. Disorder Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Low Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: Low — Personality Disorder Test – Take It! —
Keith Asked 1. New York Yankees, or New York Rangers? Rangers. They spend all that money and STILL suck! 2. If you were told you could be rich and famous, but would die in 10 years, would you want it? I don’t know… Sometimes I feel like I only haveRead More
Aren’t I the coolest? John told me I could post on his journal today, yippee. :woot So John and I have been sending a couple air messages here and there today, just to check up on each other, since he has decided to take some time off from the web.Read More
I’m happy for Bill, he’s starting to have something happening after a long long drought. Go Bill I’m…. just… not really capable of saying much more.
Oh Deer has a couple of meanings to it as the title to this entry… At first, I’ll give you the literal interpertation – A deer rand through my neighborhood. NOw, for those of you out in the country or who have lived in the country or areas where woodsRead More
Opinion: Dean’s outreach Dean’s outreach Letters to the Editor Published November 16, 2003 Re: Howard Dean and the Confederate flag. The Nov. 13 letter writers who were critical of Howard Dean and his Confederate flag comments are missing the point of the statement that Dean made. He was not blessingRead More
I went to Target the other day – first time in months… I rolled around the store and was taken aback by it all – major case of Deja Vu. Why? Everything was set up just like last year when I was working at the store. Hell, some of theRead More
“Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day to the last syllable of recorded time. And all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death. Out, out brief candle. Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets hisRead More
All right, if you have answered the questions below, feel free to pose me 5 questions of your own in the comment section of this post… If you haven’t played the first part — you don’t qualify for the second. Sorry! I’ll answer in another thread. Maybe not immediately butRead More
All right, ladies and gentlemen… For the consistant readers here at der Stonegauge, you may recall I had a little Interaction section a few months back where I posed some questions to everyone and they posed some questions back to me in response… This is just an ongoing deal… I’llRead More
Seems like an operation next week is looking less likely….
Boston.com / Latest News / World / Ahead of stormy visit to Britain, Bush says Britons’ sacrifices in Iraq not in vain Last week, Bush said he was not bothered by the planned protests. ”I’m so pleased to be going to a country which says that people are allowed toRead More
Well, it looks like it will be WEDNESDAY for me when I finally deal with this leg thing once and for all. That’s right, kiddies, I’m going under the knife again in 6 days (almost five now). I knew it was coming up, that is why i was whining andRead More
~*~ Secret Diaries ~*~ of the Fellowship of the Ring Day 36 : Everyone keeps hitting on me. Cannot cope. Off to Mordor. Sam coming too. Good thing, as will enable me to have more of those platonic, brotherly foot massages he’s so good at. Frodo and Sam, sitting inRead More
Can someone give me a swift kick in the ass? That or some assistance getting on the ball again with, say, everything? I’ve got some push here and there but not push for what matters….
I’m doing some housekeeping here and putitng some of my past journal entries on Moveable Type… It’s a boring process but then again it is also something that is helping me want to write again in here — just to see where I’ve been and where I had been. IRead More
What does the word MODERATOR mean? What is it’s definition. Our good friends over at Dictionary.com have it defined as this: mod·er·a·tor ( P ) n. One that moderates, as: One that arbitrates or mediates. One who presides over a meeting, forum, or debate. The officer who presides over aRead More
With The Matrix Reloaded panned by critics and with Revolutions getting the same treatment, I am wondering just how much I am going to like Revolutions seeing that i liked Reloaded for all its flaws that the critics claimed the movie had, or how it was boring or whatever. IRead More
Molecules with Silly or Unusual Names For chemists and the chemistry students in everyone
Oh sweet Jesus, I got a haircut. . Anyone who knows me, knows I tend to grow my hair in really long — a pretty good mop top. My hair was ratty and overgrown and not cut evenly (I had trimmed it twice myself and that was only to giveRead More
At last! Wolves of the Calla!
It’s funny how I was believing that writing was a salvation from drowning or being destroyed by reality, and i haven’t had the ability to write anything or want to write anything for a while now. Check the journal, you can see the rants haven’t been there — they’ve beenRead More
Ah damn, Howard… Why do I get the feeling you just fucked up big time?
Come on baby, gonna take a little ride Down, down by the ocean side Gonna get real close Gonna get real tight Come on babe, gonna drown tonight Going down, down, down…. Things are real bad right now. Steadily getting worse. Through all this I want to talk with oneRead More
I heard that you were feeling ill Headache, fever, and a chill I came to help restore your pluck ‘Cause I’m the nurse that likes to…. ….talk? :tongue
I’m going insane. Slowly but surely, I am going insane. You see, I’ve been without the ability to walk safely for several months now and I have been houseridden since September since I had surgery on my upper back. During that time my leg muscles have gotten stronger but alasRead More
James Taylor – Fire And Rain I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend But I always thought that I’d see you again
Terra Cassiday: omg, seriously like i was like i need to tell john this, as if like u were one of my deep down true “girlfriends” crazy.. i dont know if i am explaing this all to well It feels great to be important to someone like that again. ThoughRead More
Well, it’s taken me years to find a group – small but cool — to chat with that I can consistently come back to. Non idiots, people who will actually speak… …all older than me though, it seems… Chat For America
Oh you gotta love this shit… CNN.com – Girls pummel man who exposed himself – Oct. 31, 2003 PHILADELPHIA, Pennsylvania (Reuters) — A man described by authorities as a known sexual predator was chased through the streets of South Philadelphia by an angry crowd of Catholic high school girls, whoRead More
I feel like right now every perception I have is false. I feel like every desire I have had is just a fantasy and that I am not allowed to truly experience them. I feel like I’ve painted a picture of people and that they aren’t the true images ofRead More
…grows deeper and deeper each day. Surgery doesn’t seem that far off on the horizon – I need to make a move with that if certain agencies would get back to me. And there’s stuff I want to ramble about in here but it’s too late, tonight to drag theRead More
If I don’t already have enough of this in my life…. I was rejected from Glimmer Train Press’ Very Short Fiction contest. :sad One down, two to go…
Ever struggle to just do basic things in writing — like your own private journal? Or assignments hanging over your head? Or emails? Or anything that requires some work? That’s me right now :sad
